So, for the last 8 years I, Uta, Genevieve’s Uterus, I have grown bigger and bigger and have hardened immensely. Genevieve believes that not only was I enlarged, but that we possibly created a huge fibroid in front of me that occasionally would sit on her bladder.
In the past, when Genevieve menstruated, she used to have really intense pain, had huge clots the size of her hand, she bled profusely for at least 3 days and sometimes vomit. She was getting treated with acupuncture, on and off, was pretty good about doing her castor oil packs and self-care massage, but didn’t always get her massages regularly, rarely received an Arvigo Techniques of Maya Abdominal Therapy™, and she had a tendency to take on the energy, emotions or burdens of other people. Over the years, Genevieve got better at taking care of herself.
Having this condition was a major inconvenience. She would have to frequently urinate or would accidently urinate when laughing. With this, she felt embarrassed that this was happening and she couldn’t control the “tee-hee pee-pee” and she felt guilty for not being better to herself.
More recently, when Aunt Flow comes, I am so engorged with blood that it presses this supposed fibroid out so much that Genevieve looks about 5 months pregnant. There are times when she could barely breathe and other times when she felt like her bowels were being obstructed. It was until then that she felt like this was becoming a real problem.
I, Uta, am enlarged to approximate 5” wide and 6” tall. And I feel like that this fibroid or this Adenomyosis represents a lot ANGER and resentment.
At who am or what am I so angry? I am partially angry at the hyper conservative, puritanical views on sex and sexuality. I feel like this restriction on sex and sexuality contributes to a lot of sexually repressed people, which in turn makes for some pretty unhappy and angry people. I feel like if more people would realize that sex can be a natural beautiful act between consenting humans, and then more people would enjoy it. Thus, less people would be so uptight and agro.
And being empath, Genevieve has had the tendency to take on these angry feelings from society, from her partner, and her family.
She has learned that it’s incredible important to fully express herself and keeping releasing all this negative energy so that she doesn’t host this anger in ME, her uterus! She is learning to fully feel, experience, emote, express, learn, process all that she needs to and then, FULLY LET IT GO and integrate it all!
So, if you have a lot of reproductive issues, remember that you uterus may be telling you something! And you should listen to her!
Stay Tuned for more Confessions from an Angry Womb!